5-1

Well.

I do orientation at three thirty tomorrow. Am I excited? I was up until now. Smh

I tried my friends program out. I was okay with it. It comes with just about everything you need to get your life together in a short period of time. I need somewhere I can get it together for long term. Save some money and get my own place. His thing is better for the weekends. Show up, make some food, blow off some steam. Game a little and get some rest. Its cool. I'd like to assist with his program once Im on my feet. It can help people who seriously need it. The shelter can be a bad place. You have to have a certain mentality to deal with a place like the homeless shelter. You can be turned into a ghost or a mule if you dont pay attention. Thats where a program like dudes program would benefit. Its a breather, but its not an alternative to a full blow housing program.

Back on the street, I hiked it from where I was over to the plasma place where I used to donate. They dont accept people who carry bags with them anymore. Also you need a piece of mail with your name on it, even if you have a drivers license and social security card with you. So that plan folded quickly.

Walking down the street, I stopped at the store and had the most hilarious conversation with the clerk at the store. I got some snacks (light snacks this time) and bounced out.

Eating my snacks walking across a bridge I notice an entire team of construction w orkers. I immediately missed my job I had in construction. Used to let off so much aggression using huge drills and big pieces of equipment.

The rest of my walk landed me here. What now? I glanced at the Clippers Lakers game on Youtube and thats really it.

Strangely enough, I check my email for job updates seeing as how I dont have a phone. In doing so, I see an email notification from guess who.

Long story short, I dont know if I am going to go through with this. I am afraid at what is going on. Im.. blank. At least on that subject. More focused on my attempt at working and staying out of trouble with court. 

Till then. Stay ahead. Better than being behind.