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Homeless Man is here.

Welp. Another blog seeing as how there is nothing else to do. I have maybe just over a half hour at the library here so Ill use it for some Google News, Outlook (job replies) and of course (drum roll) Blogger.

Oh now all of a sudden me and Blogger are best friends. No, its just that.. well yes. Okay. Ill take the hit. Ive been neglecting Blogger for the simple fact of Ive been cram packed with things to do up until now. Obviously with nowhere to really go what else is there to do.

Today was actually pretty lazy to be a homeless dude. I overslept, over ate, and read a bit. I volunteered for just about every position they had to try and make a name for myself. The ghost of my ex is haunting me, making my life a living hell and its becoming normal. Which definitely has to stop soon. I dated another woman like this a while back and the haunting didnt stop until about a year later. Crazy witches.

Anyway, after folding sheets and mopping floors let alone cleaning bucket closets I then decided to sleep. I laid down around 10:00am and awoke to the small hand on 1:00pm and a lunch line around the corner.

Lunch was.. exceptional. Some kind of baked or grilled fish with veggies stuffed in between, Carrots cucumber and some bell pepper. Served fresh from a hot foil pack. On the side some of the best mashed potatoes to be served from a public place by some of the nicest old ladies to serve food. On the side was doughnuts and some kind of cheese chips. They keep us pretty full at the shelter.

On the outside, walking past County Jail, I line backed over to W.9th thinking the employment group would be open. Unfortunately what I think doesn't matter. Because it was closed.

So Im here. What awaits? Today is Saturday, so some PSP would be acceptable. To bad its broken and thrown out. Some Switch? No power plug. Some girls? Hahahahahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

So yeah whats in store for next week. Job. Need job. Also need haircut. Will be calling cop for item assistance since the last time I showed up at her house, she showed out. What is it with people with minuscule power who cant control how to flaunt it. *shrugs* I just wanted a few things. The long way it is.

Whats on my mind right now? The couple flows I wrote on East Dock at the shelter.. I been craving money more than ever.. and how work would go. I also have been wondering.. my thoughts have been out of control lately.. I cant seem to hold anything down. My bowels are different too. (I know. Nasty.) The shower I took earlier was scary seeing as how there was nothing but a curtain between a naked me and three other guys in the front area of the restroom. SCAAAARRRYYYY

Anyway thats it. Library guy was nice enough to deal with my full on ignorance and help me digitally scan my state drivers id over to my email to send to a job reply. Wait.. isnt that my job?

I still think about the girl that I got into the situation with. I dont know even know what happened anymore. Its all a blur. What I do know is that I miss her. Its starting to get creepy because I am more than ready to start my life solo, learning myself as a man and getting back to my own family. But the more time I spend out here.. the more I remember her and Im starting to see how as of the simple things she did really meant something. I took advantage of those things at the time because I was warm, fed and surrounded by books games and movies. I'll talk to her one day.

Alright well peace out. Watch the weather.