Well I made it to my interview yesterday. Late. But made it. Thinking one bus meant it would be easy to make it way out to where I was going meant I was thinking wrong.
Went pretty swell and quick. The hiring chick was kinda sexy. I made advances (because I havent gotten any in what seems ions) but I dont think she noticed. Ah well. Woes of nerdom.
I left and spent a dumb amount on stamps at 7/11. After smashing my snack load I wait for the bus to come on back around and pick me up. I wait.. and wait... aaaaaaand wait...
It gets colder.. and colder... now Im frosty..
I forget just how far away from the inner city I am. I start to realize.. Its a blessing for public trans to really even come out this far.
I give up and stick a fork in myself. (no homo) I start to walk.
About ten to fifteen minutes into constant motion I notice a bus going the opposite direction. YES! This means it must come on round after stopping its last stop and starting his route headed back.
Again. Im learning. What I think I know, is WRONG.
I waited.. aaaaaaaand waited. No bus came round. But another bus, coming from the opposite direction again, is coming from down the street. This time I run for it.
I waved the bus down. The old lady let me on luckily. I ask her, "whats up with the buses? do they not turn around?" she simply says "nope". Amazing.
Riding the bus back the shelter downtown was cold and lonely. I thought more about my ex girlfriend and what she could be doing then probably more than ever. I still havent dropped those letters into the mail slot at her dads. Should I? Would I be embarrassed? I like talking to her more in person these days anyway.
I have a plan. After my final trail I am going to find her and speak to her. Even if we do not see eye to eye as far as restarting whatever we had going on or pressing reset on the whole thing I just want there to be peace in whatever there to come. I just want the hurt to end
Welp I think thats it. I just ran into someone here at the library so I guess Ill chat for a twinge.
Keep up. Before the keep you.
PEACE
No comments:
Post a Comment