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So my phone, bible and book have been stolen.

Not to mention got into it with some dude for stealing my seat at breakfast. For some reason though, Im cool about it. The phone stung the worst for about twenty minutes, but after that my day continued.

Walked over to the office for another copy of my intake form. Its tough getting into the shelter for longer term because the weather is changing and more and more people need long term beds. Im down and out about it because I need a place to put these overloaded backpacks so that I can better search for a job. Im serious about it because I see people get trapped up in the shelter life all the time. Speaking of "time" my time spent in county jail was just enough. That taught me everything I need to know about staying the fack out of there. Survival at its fittest.

So far I've filled out about five or six online applications. Im trying not to over do it and lose track of what I am filling out for. Im shooting for the companies I know I can handle working for, also the companies who will hire me with my current record. Also, being aware of whats close on the bus route. I've always made the mistake of filling out one thousand apps then getting calls back from jobs in Dallas, Tokyo etc

So what else is new. I worked the Seahawks game last Sunday. I dont know why I expected anything more than what I got paid the next day, but it was just enough for some bus passes and a few pocket bucks. The job was awful, but the people were pretty dope. All and all, its labor, so dont show up in fresh Reeboks and a Kent sweater like I did. Pfft

So whats new. Job searching like crazy. Unlocking more potential. Seeing what else new happens. Im making it a habit of not knowing what will happen next. I used to dock every second of each day. Here its just, let be what will. Which is SUPER dangerous in my world because things can be limitless. The vlogs probably wont be back for a while. Blogs are good enough. Besides I probably wont have the content for all that anyway. Besides the usual.

Am I still thinking about being back at my ex's? Of course. As bad as I used to hate living there it still beats being out here on the streets by a landslide. Maybe once I get on my feet with working and becoming a little more social Ill give her a ring. Whats crazy though is the phone that got stolen I actually found in a public restroom.. and I have to have protection with me in order to retrieve anything from their place. A part of me wants to just go over there and break down begging to come back, but another side of me never wants to see them or their place again.

Welp, thats it I guess. What does today bring? As stated, job searching. Not only online, but looking for different places the old school way. You know. Walking in? Asking for an app? Hahahahahhaaaa


Be cool. Its definitely cool enough outside