Man weirdness. Right temple throbbing, no motivation to go to open interviews at LGC today but they’re doing it tomorrow too, so headed there tomorrow. Not sure if I need copies of my resume or not, but stopping by the library and printing a few out shouldn’t be too hard. Right?
Man, the stress level is through the roof! Feels like Im being packed inside of a small box.. like my brain is being boxed in physically.. Ive been eating so many GMO’s sugars and other unhealthy shit though Im kinda surprised I haven’t passed out on the floor. I’ve been getting my breathing back together though.. like the flow of breath through these soot covered, fat incased lungs. They need air.. They need to breathe. My whole body needs to breathe.. Weirdness. So Ali popped back up. (Hey Ali!) An old friend who went to my old school. The best part is, she’s coming up to visit next week and wants to kick it. Hell yeah! Let me scrape up a few coins.. Coventry and movies.. Fuck yes.. maybe thats that breath I was hoping for. This city can be so seedy. Anywho tho, The focus has been video games and mild reading. Black poetry and Malcolm X. Where he was born, how he moved around and eventually became a big name in the black community. Not finished yet, but so far the muslim organization he was apart of had to let him go.
Getting kind of deep into that Grand Theft Auto V. Its a pretty good game, more like a LOOOOOONG ass interactive movie, where you play the role of three main characters who you can switch from at anytime. Pretty impressive, but like anything else, too much of it and you’re bored outcherr ass. That damn 2K13.. Fucking HATE the controls.. I can’t buy a bucket.. Cant make a layup.. Cant pass into the paint without putting the ball right at the opposing teams feet.. OH and the OPPOSING TEAM.. They score daily.. No shots missed.. %100 from the three.. Stupid fast shot creation.. Deep depression there. Then there are other titles like Fight Night Round 3, Dead or Alive 4 and other games that I play to catch up or knock the rust off of. Madden and NCAA 10. I need new football games.
So she made steak and rice. It tasted alright. Kinda salty the steak was, but Im happy to eat anything. Just trying to get these aches out of my circle so that I can communicate fully and freely.. Thats what will land me a job. They want to know if you can work and communicate thats all.. Can you be cool and flow with the day? With too many other stresses on your plate already how you can hold down a job? You can’t. And these interviewers.. These hiring managers they see it all over your face. They feel the confidence in your vibration as soon as you walk into the office room or wherever it may be. So yeah.. tomorrow Im going to dress business casual, button up pair of pants and a button up and be ready for anything..
Pffffffft what else ah yeah my bud Alex got a Vita.. Sooooo perhaps Ill have a mobile gaming pal now.. depending on what games he gets. We both already have SFXT.. Hope he’s been practicing Im already pretty good at that game. He’s more of the sports type tho; And as mentioned above.. :-[
Nothing really super duper special. Ah yes my Father (as I heard from my mother) is going to have surgery on his brain.. there is a tumor in it that needs to be removed.. Couldn’t believe my ears but we are all human beings! Anything can happen to any of us at any given time. I do pray for him even thought I know he will be okay.. Dad is strong and will be good once he gets back home. I miss my Dad. Learning more and more life is meaningless without people who love you.. Like genuinely love you.. The kind of love you can FEEL.. Kind of love that can’t be questioned.
Well folks thats pretty much it. Guess I’ll tap around on this computer till I fall asleep.
Leave the soda outcha life!! Cant wait to leave it out of mine.
PEACE
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