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 Well. 

I lost my job, but I’m in my new place, if that makes any kind of sense at all. 

So as I type this, angry voices are shouting at me like I killed one of their family members or caused the holocaust. I’m over it 

Already back on Indeed, apps filled out, already getting return messages and calls. In between time I’ll be bugging temp agencies for work until another permanent position hires me in. Check

The apartment is an apartment in the GHETTO. “Pot’ments”. Hood. Because I’m not a stranger to this kind of scene it doesn’t really bother me. There are some serious activities around here though, serious enough to keep you aware. I blast my music to all high heaven (floor speakers), walk around naked and talk to myself in the third person, so I keep up with some of the weirdness. I get my money up things will definitely get interesting. 

So far I need a couch, really badly, and a a bed, really badly. I’d like another TV, a really nice one (8K?) few more tables, some potware (a just found a few pieces today) a microwave, a towel set, maybe a few chairs (lazyboy?) some art for the walls and that’s really it. I mean a plate set, a PS4 Pro and some 16in speakers would be nice, but my couple of Mainstays, XB1X and 12in speakers go just fine. Plenty to do here in this place cosmetically.

Workouts have begun, stopped and begun again. Insane drinking has begun. That’s it. Studying has begun, stopped and restarted. Haven’t had any flings or sneaky links yet. I have successfully repaired a few computers here, even got a printer working that once wasn’t so yeah. Stretching is normally a norm, but so is drinking. I think I said that. I have tons of books to read, tons of work to do computer wise (systems that haven’t been worked on or booted in a hot second) and still learning to meditate release old past trauma and overall just calm down and relax. I’m still not acclimated in those ways yet. Soon enough

Yesterday was Black Friday and I was black and broke. I was able to come up though. Grabbed a modem and router for less than thirty bucks. Came with huge amounts of coaxial cable and network cable. Stopped and grabbed bagels pepperonis and a frozen pizza along with a 12 pack of White Claw. Cashier was cute, so I had to ask if the 12 pack ever goes on sale. Turns out she just started and didn’t have a clue. Welp

I got the biggest possible bottle of Absolut last week and, you guessed it, its gone. I have to stop drinking or at least calm down. At least twice Ive already drank myself into a coma to where I forget what I did how I got naked or how I even passed out. I’d just wake up clueless. Drug test coming next week so Ive slowed all the way down. I had a few Claws but that’ll be it for a while. I’m just a little worried about.. myself

Thanksgiving was a few days ago. I did contact aunties and step moms and they were fine. I did blast old school music from the 80s 90s and 2000s. I did make absolutely zero holiday food (making mac & cheese this coming Xmas) I did think about my mother and father grandma and the rest of them. Some family left town this year for the holidays. 

I need to get my car out of impound. Thanks to me arguing with the cop, he took my vehicle. I have the privileges from Parma, but Im sure the fees have accumulated. I need to get down to the lot and see what’s up

Welp that’s it really. When it’s late November and the temperature is 60+ degrees, still dress accordingly.

PEACE