Nose Dive

 Welp. Job lost. 

All because I wouldn't be buddy buddy with my coworkers. I literally don't know how. I've come a long way though. I can play the fake game way better than a month ago, so Ill work on my "doppelganger" skills at the next job. 

I filled out an app for a games place called GameSwift or GamesSwift but its to work in a warehouse. Either way I learned I cant be too serious about whatever job I take. Its only to get bare necessities and is not a career move. What bothers me is my need to do each job so well and so passionately only to get shitted on because I wont suck anybody's wang or lick anyones ass every six seconds so that they can feel comfortable with there own ego stroke. *kanye shurg*

So here I sit, filling out apps. No. I don't care about a woman. I will never again surrender my freedom for food and clothes when I am very well able to get out and fend for self. No, fuck gov't assistance. I want to eat? Ill work and get paid. I need medical? Ill see about a primary care doctor. I hate HAND OUTS because YOU ALWAYS OWE SOMEONE at the end of the day. And that's the furthest thing from my business moto. Get it yourself. Doesn't mean be an ass though. 

Am I worried? A bit because I started up all these RESPONSIBILITIES that require STEADY INCOME so I need a job like RIGHT NOW. Up next is my storage unit fee which is almost a hundred dollars and I agree to give my father a monthly fee for receiving my mail and whatever packages. I dropped my phone and the screen is completely done for, not to mention someone picked my bag out of one the public lockers I left unlocked (silly me thinking no one would notice it was occupied) and the charger went with it. So new charger, case phone need to be ordered smh

Well I found a few great places to help with my car. Now I just need finances back online so that I can get that done and start back up with solid transportation. Still wondering how much is going to run me up. So far I have everything at about 1500. 

Well thats it. Other than feeling kind of down I think Ill be ight. Next stop tho is no holds barred. I dont think Ill be the nice George Fortune people remember from the past. I dont think hes welcome in 2021. 

Till next time. Fall coming. Get your hoodys ready

PEACE